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[Apr. 10th, 2005|08:24 pm] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dashboard Confessional - Saints and Sailors | ] |
So this journal is officially beat. I think i may leave it up for my own peace of mind, and maybe someday i'll write in it again, its a great release. It know one reads this shit, but ima leave a little final update,just incase anyone stumbles upon it, and is wondering what the fuck ever happened to me. Well, my school is huge, it sucks (hell of alot better then McCallum though). The kids here talk funny. The kids here also listen to really shitty music (50 cent, ect...). I dont like Southern style rap (chopped and screwed my nuts). Im currently 17 (and counting). Up here im known as "Texas Jack" or "T.J." (weird, eh?). And thats all i care to write about here. Bon Voyage to anyone who reads this. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 27th, 2005|02:49 am] |
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| | busy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 7 Years - Saosin | ] |
So, im in Texas, but not for long, i leave in like less then 3 hours. It was fun while it lasted, even though i didnt get to see everyone i wanted too. Im glad i got to see the people i did, ive missed those kids. My birthdays in like 2 days or some shit, so thats kinda exciting. Well, ive drank just a lil too do all this cxrap, so im bailin. Peaces. Later folks. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 3rd, 2005|09:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Rocket Summer - What We Hate We Make | ] |
Damn, its been awhile since ive wrote in this bitch. Well, whats new folks? If i wasnt so lazy, id inform yall of all my recent escapades, but that would take up to much time and effort, and im not willing to do it. So i'll just say things have been goin good....... a little wacky..... but good. Hopefully i will be visiting Texas soon, i miss it there :(, but Pennsylvania isnt too bad, cold, but not bad. Ok, this is starting to bore me, so hopefully some people will leave me some neat little messages, I'd like to know how you kids are doin. Well, be good, stay outa trouble, and just keep on keepin on folks. Adios.
P.S.
Go see Bubba-hotep. Its the best movie ever. |
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| still alive and kickin |
[Jan. 25th, 2005|04:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Saves The Day - This Is Not An Exit | ] |
Whats goin on folks? I miss Texas alot, but things are goin great here. I want to ask a favor of any of you Texas folks that stumble across my live journizzle. I just want to keep up with things in the ATX, so i was hoping yall could just leave comment or something filling me in on what ive been missing out on in Texas, i will be checking every so often, that would be fugging awsome. This goes out to pretty much anyone, so feel free to write away, wether i know you well or not. Ohhh, and one more thing........ FUCKING CALL ME SOMETIME YOU DOUCHES! There can be no more excuses, heres my number.....512-296-8432. Its not long distance or anything, so fuckin make me feel special and give me a ring. I miss you fools. Adios.
P.S.
So much snow. wanna get pictures. love. |
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| <3 the east coast |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|10:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Spitalfield - 5 days and counting | ] |
So im in Pennsylvania now, at my cousins house. I probably wont be updating much because my computer hasnt gotten here yet. Its friggin cold, and my grandma is crazy as hell. But its still pretty baller here, i feel at home already. Tommorow im gonna go to New York and find a way to blow some cash, then hopefully hit up the Tweeter center for some concert sauce. Theres some good fuckin shows goin on around here. Bleh, i start school on like monday or tuesday which goes weak as hell. Well, ima bouncaholic, so ima bounce. Wish me luck here fellas.
Ohhhhh yeah, and happy fuggin new year kids.
P.S.
I miss you fools already. |
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| well well |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|11:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pessimistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hellogoodbye - Dear Jamie/ The Early November - Come Back | ] |
I feel like writing in this for some reason, ive had a crazy past few days.
Well we'll start with friday... I Woke up feeling like shit, ended up OD'ing, it felt like my chest was about to combust, funny thing is, ive never felt happier in my life, i was in such a fantabulous mood and had great little conversations with everyone i came across (I <3 my paramedic) untill they got me into the ER and made me drink this delightful (not) charcoal drink, and all that fun stuff. I ended up sitting in a hospitol bed with all sorts of strange contraptions hooked up to me for the greater part of the day with the worst feeling in my stomach, but still in a great mood. One of my assistant principals was in there too, so i had i nice lil talk with her and one of the campus police. When they finally let me out of the hospital, i went to my buddy Madison's place and chillaxed with a bunch of intoxicated people, while i had to be sober (or else my heart would have imploded). I ended up not being able to take all the un-soberness and had a few vikadin, so it turned out pretty fun, and i didnt die, so it was all good.
Then Saturday i decided to throw a little party at my place, everything was goin pretty well untill about 8 po's showed up and ruined all the fun :(. I ended up with a ticket along with a bunch of other people (no fun). So, now i figure im screwed enlight of the fact that i have court on the 13th and i was ordered to get in NO MORE trouble untill then. But me being the dumbass i am, couldnt help but give myself another servering of problems.
Sunday and monday i had a few people over for a little more chillaxing to the max, and had a bitch sauce of a time cleaning up.
Ima leave out the rest of the details of my boring life, cause im tired of writing.
Other then that, i have no self respect left, im tired, angry, sad, and i think a tad bit depressed. Hopefully i'll be able to get outa here and to Pennsylvania soon enough..... sounds alot better to me then a jail cell. I hate myself for what ive become, and for the stupid things ive done and continue to do to ruin my life. Well, untill next time fella's.
P.S.
No more of the shit, its over. I cant believe i pursued something that was over before it even started. |
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| creeps up slowly |
[Nov. 30th, 2004|10:47 pm] |
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| | gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Early November - Everythings So Cold...But Your So Hot | ] |
So, im gonna cut off allot of my freshmen ties. I dont know why i ever started talking to these people anyways. We just arnt on the same level, intellectually, and otherwise. Even though there are a few cool ones, even a few that are an exception to the general stupidity of the '08 class, but its not enough to balance it out, and overall, it just seems to be a waste of time. Thanks to those of you who helped me realize this. I cant believe i even brought myself to like one of them =/. Let bygones be bygones, and no hard feelings, there are a few of you fishys that i am a bit fond of, and i will probably still talk too. Ohh, and i miss my ole buddy Nicole, i shouldnt have been an asshole too her, she was such a joy to talk to.
<3
Well, i just got a big taste of reality...... and its pretty bitter. I guess this whole thing about moving to Pennsylvania just kinda sneaked up on me, and just now hit me in full force. This whole time ive been having this kinda carefree attitude about leaving, up untill the point that my mom called me and said "Jack, you need to start packing up the stuff in your room.", and thats when reality set in. And now i just dont know what to think, i feel pretty helpless. Especially because ive spent all these yours wishing i was outa this place, and now that its happening, its so much harder then i had ever imagined. I guess i better just look on the bright side, maybe its for the best. And hey, maybe shit will go all outa whack and ill end up being able to stay....you never know. But as for now, i just gotta make the best of it.
P.S.
My horoscope scared the shit outa me today. And i realized i really dont like Senses Fail and Taking Back Sunday's new CDs half as much as the old ones. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|12:03 am] |
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| | content | ] |
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| | Silverstein - November | ] |
Thanksgiving break '04 kicked ass..........and thats all she wrote.
Ohhh, and i think im moving very shortly, so if you loves me at all, you better show it now!! Ima miss all you foolios when im gone, just keep it hard ballin style in the ATX sauce for me.
check this shit out, its so fucking baller......center></center> |
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| Halloween!!! |
[Nov. 1st, 2004|12:02 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tipsy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Postal Service - Against All Odds | ] |
So tonight was Halloween, purdy baller if i do say so myself. This weekend seemed kinda hopeless from the start, but turned out pretty decent. Im a wee bit tipsy and i got this killer headache so ima hit the fuggin hay, RAWK ON KIDS. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 30th, 2004|06:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chillin with a lil resentment | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Days Away - Mirrors | ] |
Im extremely unhappy with bout 90% of my "friends" these days. Im starting to realize who my true friends are, and they are few and far between. So, i just want to say to any of you 90% that may read this... Fuck you... and i mean it from the bottom of my heart. Please, dont come to me anymore for any of your needs (if you know what i mean), because your gonna get a big fat hell no. And too any of you that think that you may be in that 10% of people that i can call friends, I got you all covered. And to the rest of you random people, and people im starting to get to know, just keep on keepin on fella's, you know i will.
<3? |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 30th, 2004|04:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chillaxin to the max | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Taking Back Sunday - Ghost Man On Third | ] |
Congratulations, Jack!
Your IQ score is 120
This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.
Your Intellectual Type is Word Warrior. This means you have exceptional verbal skills. You can easily make sense of complex issues and take an unusually creative approach to solving problems. Your strengths also make you a visionary. Even without trying you're able to come up with lots of new and creative ideas. And that's just a small part of what we know about you from your test results.
Yep, thats right........ I'd like you all to refer to me by my proper title now..... Word Warrior Slat.
P.S.
Haloween is tommorow!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 30th, 2004|01:34 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drunk | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Notorious B.I.G. - Suicidal Thoughts | ] |
I think i broke my ass bone......I hate you Eric.
<3 you know who *winkagelyblinkblink* |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 25th, 2004|10:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Amandas Poem About Unicorns - Feeling Left Out | ] |
Ive never been so worried in my life. I just got news from my mom that she talked to my PO...... and my mom is saying that its in my best interest to leave Texas as soon as possible, as advised by my PO. I really hope they are bluffing, i mean, i wanna get outa Texas.... but not under these circumstances. I have so much shit goin througt my head right now, and im so scared, i just dont know what to do. Bonn voyage my friends. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 24th, 2004|02:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | wasted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hawthorne Heights - Ohio Is For Lovers | ] |
Chillen at the Diesy's place, relaxin......not bad, not bad at all. Nice little recovery session from the night activities. Anyways, tonight i read my horoscope for the today and yesterday, and i know this ay sound sappy, but it seemed totally true. I never thought thatd i fall for crap like that, but that bitch was right in the dot... I hope that its a coincidence, or ill have to deal with the ability of reading my future =X. Ohh no, what a burden. Well tghis shit is kicken in hardcore so im about before i p[ass out. Later mi amigos. |
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| Brawrganheimerzessss |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|09:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Early November - Ever So Sweet | ] |
So yeah, today i got suspendanated. Fuckin crazy eyes decided he'd be a cock mongral as always and made a HUGE seen over nothing. Ridiculousness to the max...... So looks like i get a 3 day weekend. Yay. Now i just need to find somethin to do all day tommorow =/. Well, ima get an early start to my night and go find something to do....... being sober sucks.
P.S.
When are you crazy kids gonna learn to stop fucking with my balls?! |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 20th, 2004|09:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Saves The Day - Freakish | ] |
As I'm talking my words slip to the floor
and they crawl through your legs and slide under the back door
rendering me freakish and dazed.
Well here I am. I don't know how to say this.
The only thing I know is awkward silence.
Your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.
So I'll go walking in the streets until my heels bleed
and I'll sing out my song in case the birds wish to sing along.
And I'll dig a tunnel to the center of the universe.
Well here I am. I don't know how to say this.
The only thing I know is awkward silence.
Your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.
I'll make my way across the frozen sea, beyond the blank horizon,
Where i can forget "you and me" and get a decent night's sleep.
Well here I am. I don't know how to say this.
The only thing I know is awkward silence.
Your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.
Don't shut me out.
<3 |
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| gleebergheimer |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|10:54 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | lethargic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Days Away - Ideas | ] |
This past month has been a weird month for me. Ive been doin tons and tons of thinking and i cant seem to come to any definate conclusion about anything. Im not to happy with alot of stuff goin on now, none of which i care to mention on here. I guess im just gonna sit at home another day from school and do a bit more evaluating, hopefully ill have something to show for it by the next time i hit up McCallum.I wanna go to Pennsylvania SOOOOO bad,fuck my bad luck with the law. If i dont get outa all that trouble somehow.... i dunno what im gonna do :(. Adios. |
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| crafty |
[Oct. 14th, 2004|10:13 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Jack-o-licious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Matchbook Romance - The Greatest Fall | ] |
It seems to me that like a majority of the people i know are having a friend problems and the such. Im sad to hear this, but in a way, im really glad because atleast now im not alone in feeling unsatisfied with certain things goin on in my life. Maybe its just the seasons or something thats bringing everyone down, i dunno, but ive never seen so many people that i know unhappy with their friends and such. Well, i hope everyone feels better sooner rather then later....... cause youl get there eventually.
On another note, i was supposed to have quit smoking yesteray. Yet here i am nearly halfway through 2nd period sitting at home and smoking...................... god i suck. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 10th, 2004|02:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | infuriated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Portishead - Glory Box | ] |
I hate all you fucking people. |
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